A peek into my old posts.. and the changed perspective

Like the old Malay saying ... "Tempat jatuh lagi dikenang inikan pula tempat bermain" visiting this old page of mine really sent me down memory lane. Yelah, my last post was in 2013.. and as now, 2021 has nearly come to an end.

2021.. then ... 2022.. There's a reason kenapa orang sebut time flies, because it effing does.. Kalau kecik2 dulu kita bangun pagi, siap pegi sekolah, kat sekolah tu rasa macam panjang ya amat.. sekarang, bangun pagi, gi ofis.. tup-tup dah pukul 6 ptg..dan keje ko still belum siap. Perasaan wut the hell tu sangat tebal dalam diri, yela, bila keje belum siap maknanya sok ko kena ngadap la keje sama lagi. And it struck me,

Adulthood is all about routine.

The same turd

All the effing day

Everyday

But unlike masa kita teens, a time where we (well, majority of us mainly) have besties yang sama kepala, yang boleh ketawa dan nangis bersama.. adult friendship sangatlah gaban bezanya.. especially for ladies, sebab kita dah ada team2 berbeza, team dah kawin, team tak laku (read singles), team anak sikit, team anak ramai, team bekerjaya ala datins, team bekerjaya ala marhaen dan team suri rumah. It became tougher to talk sebab ketika ini, pemikiran dah x sama.. 

If you think secondary schools (yela, Msia mana panggil highschool kan) dah berpuak dan selective, masa adult lagi la... Sigh.. sayang kan, kita ingat dengan pengalaman dan pengetahuan yg semakin bertambah, makin la org tak melihat luaran.. Rupanya it gets worse bila older, I miss the days where people ada masa nak kenal org lain, tau perangai dia, kelebihan dia, the less pretty sides.. flaws. Di zaman semua ada filter, it seems friendships are solely based on the outer shell, (brands, riches, looks etc.) yg ditunjukkan di platform socmed. What a pity.. I miss sesi curhat, the moments yang kita tukar view on seseorang, sebab we finally learn their song.

If you have friends who stick with you through thick and thin.. cherish them. Coz in the time where everything is based on face value, you should hold close to those subtle heartbeats, the wide grin, the snorts in their laughter, the gentle pats on your back and the whispered prayers. Cheerio.

Racauan seusai demam

Bismillah..

Forget Monday Blues, i got the whole week if not the entire months of singing Feelings just to maintain kewarasan agar tak ting-tong.. Haish boleh meracau kalo berlarutan..

It is common for me to hear my students complain, on how life is miserable and how they look forward to working life. Hah!! If only these people knew that working life is absolutely no fun (atleast utk yours truly la, ada la kot kan org yg in love dgn career masing2). Kira kalo student tu rasa dia abih parti dah main scrabble tak pun dam aji sampai pagi (nampak tak betapa husnuzon nye aku :D ), sok tu dia rasa nk buat kelas kat umah a.k.a membuta, confirm takde bantahan. Try pulak kalo lecturer yang buat, buleh sampai love letter dgn header warning sejurus kemudian..

Dikala aku srroot-srreet (selemoh bak kata para waghih), dgn ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak, teh hijau, cool fever dan tidak lupa tiger balm di sisi, aku gagahkan jugak gi opis.. DEADline bersusun2, kira aku dah pakai sistem tutup mata and point je nk siapkan yg mana dulu. Yang serious menimbulkan kemusykilan aku, keje bertingkat2 bertimbun2 dah ni, duit eh tak jugak bertingkat2 (aku ingat kna pasang lagu Waris la bg feel).

 Cukup2 la membuang masa main tenet, sound opismate aku, cukup sopan dan syahdu bunyik dia.. Aku rasa dah time pi tutup mata and point next keje yg perlu disiapkan. Bernas jugak kalo aku pi pasang lagu Pak Deris n buat Teh O manis lebih sikit, buat penguat semangat pulun keje petang2 ni.. I think i'm done. Cheerio!

Whut!! Re-blog??

Bismillah..

I must've been extremely bored that I've decided to re-blog.. My last ramblings would be around 2 or 3 years back before I pursued my master degree.. Pheww.. talk about how time skydive!

Why re-blog?? Why art thou not in the current craze; twitjerr, oh-i-look-so-ohsem-that-i-must-upload-every minute-insta, i-swear-to-God-my-thingy-is-pinterest-ing and such, in fact, I can't really catch up to what the net-trends are heading for.. Hahaha blimey!! I'm ancient!

I just feel that blogging, is safer (shessshh.. must be mad, zillions are dying to read my blog :p) and somehow an anonymous way of spilling things, FB is too mainstream now, and the fact that it acts as a wailing wall for some, just bothers me to the MAX.

Kemon people! We (by we, i meant me) have life too, you don't see us (me) posting about everything every single minute..... Thus, blog is relevant to people "with life" :).

So, in between sipping a cup of hot Teh Oooo and key-ing in marks (in my majestic office), my random rambling for today is complete.. Cherio!